Feeling Good's A Simple Combination

"You drink too much"-That's what my mother screams at me
"You look too rough"-My sisters are always naggin' me
"SHe don't try enough"-Teachers holler at me
But than I tune that all right out, Pop always said "You go live free"

So what's wrong ya'll?
Nothing at all!
Does the rest of the world know there's no stopping us all?

Play the music louder
Dance a little smoother
Stoke the fire bigger
And let's love a little longer

Valentines Day

1 box of chocolate covered strawberries
1 vase full of beautiful roses
1 Cobra Starship tee shirt
1 Big D And The Kids Table tee shirt
2 Big D And The Kids Table cds
Andddddd 1 Big D And The Kids Table concert (Best. Show. Ever.)



Best. Valentines Day. Ever
I love ChrisTopper =]

And 1 year anniversary tomorrow

Nowadays

1. I hate school - I hate all going to class, having a million things to get done all at one time, waking up way too early, walking to and from in the freezing cold, and worrying about not doing well.
2. I hate worrying about Rhonda - I hate not being able to be there for her. She's going through so much and I can only be around at most once a week.
3. I hate worrying about Wes - I want to find him a job so badly. I know that he's doing everything in his power and I hate all the stress being on him.
4. I hate worrying about mom - I'm not even there to help her through her pregnancy. I want to be able to help her with Fox, the housework, and preventing her boredom.
5. I hate not being with Fox - He's my little brother and I'm missing out on everything. When we say "Ready! Set!" he will yell "Go!" now. I haven't been around for so much. I'm scared he's going to forget me.
6. I hate never seeing my family - Holidays are the only time I see everybody and I miss them. Anybody that knows me knows how strange it is that I miss them.
7. I hate bronchitis - I'm tired of not being able to breathe.
8. I hate missing my pets - All 10 of them...
9. I hate only enjoying the weekends - The weekends are the only time I have fun anymore. I'm sure TJ can back me up on this one.
10. I hate hating everything now. I'm ready for all this stress to go away.

I just want everything to go back to normal.

Update on Rhonda

Well after a surgery, they determined she is in stage 3. It's touching bone but it hasn't entered the bone yet. She's still in an extreme amount of pain. They've given her plenty of pain killers and even some morphine. See?:

Tomorrow she will finally start her chemo. She goes through one round of that and who knows how long that will take. She's also going to be going through radiation soon. She got some nifty tattoos out of it all though. The doctors needed some sort of target in order to shoot her with the radiation.