Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Nowadays

  1. I hate school - I hate all going to class, having a million things to get done all at one time, waking up way too early, walking to and from in the freezing cold, and worrying about not doing well.
  2. I hate worrying about Rhonda - I hate not being able to be there for her. She's going through so much and I can only be around at most once a week.
  3. I hate worrying about Wes - I want to find him a job so badly. I know that he's doing everything in his power and I hate all the stress being on him.
  4. I hate worrying about mom - I'm not even there to help her through her pregnancy. I want to be able to help her with Fox, the housework, and preventing her boredom.
  5. I hate not being with Fox - He's my little brother and I'm missing out on everything. When we say "Ready! Set!" he will yell "Go!" now. I haven't been around for so much. I'm scared he's going to forget me.
  6. I hate never seeing my family - Holidays are the only time I see everybody and I miss them. Anybody that knows me knows how strange it is that I miss them.
  7. I hate bronchitis - I'm tired of not being able to breathe.
  8. I hate missing my pets - All 10 of them...
  9. I hate only enjoying the weekends - The weekends are the only time I have fun anymore. I'm sure TJ can back me up on this one.
  10. I hate hating everything now. I'm ready for all this stress to go away.

I just want everything to go back to normal.

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